GGG please fix the curve

This isn’t meant to be a rant but it also kind of is. I’m trying to understand what the game wants from me and I feel like we’re not on the same page. Sometimes the map is normal Like cells and sometimes a rare monster takes longer in blight to kill. Crafting feels like i’m doing something wrong even when I chaos as health changes the amount I have. i’ll hit an item and think “okay this is usable” and then the next step anointment is gone.

Can you at least make this coherent, not a single person can understand this. But in all reality it sounds like a skill issue.