JUST GOT RANDOMLY DISCONNECTED and LOST Dialla Desire

I was doing a map and got disconnected while doing it.
I thought its a normal disconnect but not.
I literally first time dropped smth good and it was dialla desire.
When i log back to my character the map i was in is nowhere to be found and im without my loot ( and without my dialla desire ) it was around 0:14 and the disconnection message was different than the others i had before .
It there a way to find in the logs ? I want that gem back . Literally first good drop in this league and it is taken away by some 1 min backup.

Me the same
Had it when farm King of the mist
But when i plug it to 3herald suite and it disconnect
When i comeback it lost