As a Casual - Mapping is demotivating

So this league is the first time i got to end game, twice.
But my motivation to keep on playing is gone.

I got excited starting to do the maps, but noticed that you only have X amount of tries (respawns) on a map.
So you are either blasting through it, or if you want to challenge yourself you risk losing that node.

I upgraded a waystone to rare with lots of affixes on it on a tier I thought was doable. Only got 2 respawns and I died both times due to a lag spike.
After going on the map again I could see that I could retry the map, but without any rituals or expeditions on it. Which immediatly ruined my motivation to keep on playing.

I think it's fair for a waystone to be destroyed if all respawns get used up, but atleast don't change the map to a bland vanilla map with no rewards. Just let us use another waystone and have another go at it, so that we can do the rituals, tears, expeditions etc.

It literally felt quite like a slap to the balls.