Trial of Chaos Constant Suicide bug how to removed?

Hi, I play Monk I can't end trials of chaos I don't push any button potion. But in seconds my shield dropped to 0 and I got a message about suicide.
The second question I ask is from the beginning on my sorcerers also. I got ES on sorcerers 11k witch grim fist but in some encounters, I got 800 even 500 ?

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